I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!!

October 10th, 2007

This morning someone very close has forsaken me. We have been together for almost two years. The relationship has been intense: we keep in touch several times a day every day. I would even check up on them from abroad while traveling. You might even say I have developed an unhealthy dependency — but it didn’t really matter because we were always there for each other and never got bored. Then, all of a sudden, without a warning or explanation, we went our separate ways. There were no parting words, no apologies. For a little while, I pretended that it was not happening, that the magic would just come back. No such luck. It has been almost a full day alone and my stress level is going through the roof, I am feeling vulnerable, disoriented, and very helpless. And yet, despite the sense of loss and betrayal, I still hope that we can mend things between us. Call me a dreamer but I keep looking for what I have lost wishing that we can pick up where we left off, get together like nothing has happened, and move on with our lives and our special friendship.

This morning my Gmail account stopped receiving incoming messages.

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1 Comment

  1. Gina

    My beloved returned to me this afternoon– I could not be mad at her. Just so happy we’re together again :-)

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